Sold your soul yet?

At the end of the day, I hate everything. I don't like eating at all. Today I felt, I eat for free and I don't even think about the eatables , who brings them, who cooks them and why?. I'm being mean to myself now, it is totally mean. I'm passing through the worst time these days, it is hard to breathe, weird to plan anything, can't and don't feel like to open books. Honestly speaking Ive never felt this alone, I hate my playlists, hate my phone , anything , everything. I don't want to write, seriously. I will edit the previous entry.


Good night.